what is wrong with you??

its so sad that you want me to fail
you want to stereotype me into being the average woman
a bitch??
characteristics of which you've YET to see
disrespectful??
what respect do you deserve?
i damn near hate you
i hate your ways and everything you think you are
man of God my ass
Christianity is my religious background but you wont dare see me PRANCING around claiming
Jesus is my savior, he has my back, i walk in righteousness, when,
im doing wrong and have a lot to get right in my life
Im not here to point out your flaws but dont degrade me when
I AM A PRODUCT OF YOUR PARENTING
I KNOW, who i am and what makes me, & its definitely not YOU
i've learned and observed the world around me for myself
The things you claim to have taught me?, you contradict everyday!
I consider myself well behaved and responsible of my actions
i deal with my flaws, insecurities and problems on my own.
You are not here to hold my hand and i dont expect you to be.
holding others above me who you KNOW have too much going on to be considered better than me
I am so distraught with anger THAT I CANT SEEM TO LET PEOPLE, WHO I REALLY CARE FOR, IN AND HEAL WOUNDS, YOU'VE PUNCTURED YEEAARS AGO.
damaged as a child, trying to grow as an adult, is tough and makes me so rough
that i feel uncomfortable expressing my femininity .
Try as you might i will not let you bring me into your misery, i am stronger than that.
I understand that you hurt. But im not willing to help you.
When you push me away and purposefully dont give a damn, and drag my name through the dirt,. AS FAMILY.??
Fk that.
I dont need you.
Don't feel free to use me.