unquestionable

i am soooo trying to figure this out
at times i know i rant on and on about myself, the things within my possesion and family
i get it
SELF_CENTERED
its a phase, it will be over soon i promise
but what IS shocking is that i dont open up??

(whhhuuuttt? ? ? ?) . . . . .----> (i know right?)

its just, there are certain ppl. .certain things/ways/emotions/times. . tht just UUUGGHHH
make you a different person okay.
make it okay to keep it in
maybe not make it okay to keep it in but make it easy not to feel anything but happee
its a plus because ur always happee but a negative seeing tht something serious might have JUST happened and yo ass over there skinnin and grinnin. .<<----doubt i'd ever be fully like tht but
anywho i hope you get what im trying to say

wish i could just stand you in front of me RIGHT NOW and just let it all out
but thts the problem again. .
would i really,  . .REALLY do that, have the balls

for such an aggressive person you make me fall back into an ease so simply its ridiculous

mmmmmmmmmmh!!!!!!!!!!!