ohemmgeewiz. .

so, patience is a virtue.

tht quote alone has brought so much joy and anxiety into my life

but on the positive side, it's brought the joy tht helps me cope w/my anxiety

its gonna take a minute for me to fully get over it but im tryin. .

i need to make a lot better decisions in my life. .

better decisions help make your life so simple,

the sad thing is i cause all my mishaps against myself.

im just happier about the simple things. .

im happier man

thats all i can say for now

(=

talk real. .

if you ever see this,
i like you.
straight up with no doubts.
wellll, maybe one. .
the one where i feel you dont feel the same.
maybe its my imagination.
maybe its true.
until you let me know.


. .let it be honest
and let it be thorough.

sigh

i'm at that point where i've given the advice so much, that i don't know what to do myself
i wanna move forward but i'm soo hesitant
if only people could read thoughts
or at least if you could read mine. .

for better or worse. .

i dont know why i try to keeeep adjusting my attitude, my emotions and personality
to fit my friends
fuck tht
i always try to be humble at first but tht shit aint workin
i really wanna curse niggas out i be so upset
i see some dont care so why should i?
always tryna be a good friend?. . . .smh
fuck tht cuz i been loyal n somma deez niggas , yes, NIGGAS
screw me over n make me feel shitty all the time
im not holdin my tongue
and my intention is not to harm or hurt
its simply to feel the way i want

holiday cheer

this christmas break i am not getting my hopes up
im just gonna smooth sail and keep it fresh
as in no sadness
i wanna enjoy my friends and family
even writing this i feel hesitant to the things i wanna scream aloud. . sigh
anywho
i hope evryone studies hard and passes all their finals!

happee holidays

the cool

mr lupe fiasco.

.its all a state of being
.something you can't attain
..well, maybe
.but reality is
.dont look for it, try to be it, want it
.it aint nike
.u cant just do it

.. . .

,anyhoo

.ive learned to let it go and gro
.rome wasn't built in a day
.just let me think of myself

ms india arie.
.get it together

"one shot to your heart without breakin your skin"
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